Wedding Jitters

I emailed my UK bud, McLarens Terrance last week and asked him about this pre-marriage couple counselling for catholics.

Me: Did you go for the couple-counseling/course before you registered?
McT: No..
Me: But didn't your pastor ask you that? My cousin's pastor informed me that I have to go for it if I want him to solemnize my wedding
McT: Huh? Really? I didn't go for it but I would suggest for you to do it since Brad's not a catholic
Me: The prob is the only time Brad will be coming is next mth for 2 weeks where we actually planned to register then to get the visa thingy started... so where got time? :(
Sigh. So many stuffs to do and yet it seems like we can't do coz he's not here! Don't wanna get married already!
McT: Er.. I think you better go speak to someone. You sound like you're having wedding jitters. If you can't speak to anyone let me know, I'll call you!

Hmm.. was I having wedding jitters? Cold feet?

Well, seriously don't know. It did occur to me the past few weeks that maybe I or even Bear was not ready to get married. I asked myself, what if the wedding's postponed? I need time :(